Slowly fading away

2 Mar

I tried to live for you

but it only brought me pain

the good times were there but they were so few

then dark days without any gain

sleepless nights thinking about failure

a never ending cycle of good, bad, happiness and tears

trying to shut the world out, and faking a smile

believing in genies and magical wishing stars

wont this nightmare ever end

swallowed up in the sounds of the  voices that control me

testing my strength, nailing me to my bed

feeding me, mocking me, is this all i will ever be?

a puppet on a string?

a jester in the halls?

what more horrors will tomorrow bring?

am sliping away and it shows

my smile fading

is there more left of me

will this be my slow ending?

I look in the mirror and all i  see is you

I dont recognise me anymore

i need to break free

to fight

believe

resist the call to please you

before all of me is gone forever.

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3 Responses to “Slowly fading away”

  1. Sui Generis March 27, 2012 at 12:56 pm #

    Nyc!

    • A Girl Nicknamed Dee April 2, 2012 at 11:24 pm #

      I hope you are not just saying that, because that would be cruel 🙂

      • Sui Generis April 2, 2012 at 11:57 pm #

        Lol nah, I’m serious.

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